I received this book for free from Macmillan Children’s Publishing Group in exchange for an honest review. This does not affect my opinion of the book or the content of my review.

Published by Macmillan Children's Books on February 3rd 2015
Genres: Contemporary, YA
Source: Macmillan Children’s Publishing Group
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If seventeen-year-old Skylar Evans were a typical Creek View girl, her future would involve a double-wide trailer, a baby on her hip, and the graveyard shift at Taco Bell. But after graduation, the only thing standing between straightedge Skylar and art school are three minimum-wage months of summer. Skylar can taste the freedom—that is, until her mother loses her job and everything starts coming apart. Torn between her dreams and the people she loves, Skylar realizes everything she’s ever worked for is on the line.
Nineteen-year-old Josh Mitchell had a different ticket out of Creek View: the Marines. But after his leg is blown off in Afghanistan, he returns home, a shell of the cocksure boy he used to be. What brings Skylar and Josh together is working at the Paradise—a quirky motel off California’s dusty Highway 99. Despite their differences, their shared isolation turns into an unexpected friendship and soon, something deeper.
It’s been a little bit since I have read a contemporary, especially one that sucked me in and I read the book in one day. This book did just that. Well, almost. I actually started the book late at night and only got a few chapters in, then when I picked it up the next day I didn’t stop until I was done. I really liked the characters and their stories were hard, but amazing. I understood where both the MC’s were coming from, even if sometimes their behaviors did irritate me. Most of all, the overall story was just great. All of it, from beginning to end. And I loved that it was dual POV so we get to be in both Skylar and Josh’s head.
Skylar was one of those characters that I wasn’t sure if I was going to like at first, but I ended up adoring her. She is one tough cookie, has a bright future ahead of her, but her crappy home life may keep her from getting away like she has always dreamed of. She has a full scholarship to an art school and can’t wait to start college. She has always been the good girl, not getting into trouble, so she wouldn’t mess up her dream of getting out. When her mother falls apart again, she doesn’t want to leave her. She thinks that she should stay and take care of her. She is also falling for Josh, who has his own issues. She really cares about others and doesn’t put herself first, but she isn’t a pushover who will deal with a lot of shit either. I loved that she held her own really well. It was just sad all the things she has been through, and is still going through.
Josh lost a lot more than his leg in the war. He lost his best friend, other friends, and mostly himself. He lives with a lot of guilt and what ifs. He suffers from nightmares and feels like he is worthless. He’s known as a ladies man in town and has been with lots of girls. The thing is, Skylar is different for him. She sees the real him, even if he doesn’t know who the real him is anymore. Even if she isn’t sure who he is either. He really cares for her. She’s not just some other girl or a distraction from his messed up life. She is fun, honest, and makes him feel like he is worth something. She believes in him.
The romance was very tense, but not in a bad way. It felt real. It’s not like they were strangers. They knew each other since they grew up in the same small town. They even exchanged a few letters while he was away. They were never really close though. While both of their lives seem like they are breaking beyond repair, they find comfort and friendship in each other. They grow close and start to fall for each other, but they both are pushing the other away for their own reasons. Sky, because she doesn’t want the attachment and is very aware of his reputation. And Josh, because he feels like he is so fucked up and doesn’t want her to have to deal with all of that. It’s not easy for them while they both fight what they are starting to feel and it made it very believable for me.
This was one of those books that just wrapped itself around me and didn’t let go. I needed to know what would happen. I wanted so much for Skylar to be able to get out of that town, but also wanted her and Josh to find happiness with each other. I was hoping that Sky could help Josh through his post war horrors and that he was really a good guy and not just some douche like he was before he left. There was so much heart in this story and I really just felt it deep inside. I felt like I knew the characters and I ached for all that they both were dealing with. I was looking for a great contemporary and this hit the mark. Though it left me with a bit of emotion, it also had me smiling. This was a great book that I would highly recommend.
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Cynthia
I’m so glad you liked this one. I LOVED it. I loved how the author portrayed Josh’s PTSD from the war. It was so realistic. The author didn’t even shy away from the complexities of sex scenes with an amputee.
Amy
I loved Josh. I thought his character was done so well. Once I got into this book, there was no putting it down.
Bieke @ Istyria book blog
Loved this one a lot!
Amy
I’m glad that you loved it too. It was really fantastic.
Hannah
I really love gritty YA contemporaries, and this one really worked for me. So glad you enjoyed!
Amy
Gritty contemporaries are my favorites. This one was just what I was looking for.
Pili @ In Love With Handmade
This seems like the kind of contemporary that I would really love, so I cannot wait for my copy to arrive in the mail!
Great review Amy, nothing like a book that you read in almost one sitting!
Amy
I don’t typically read books that quickly. I would love to, but don’t often have the time. Luckily, it was a lazy day around the house so I was able to just read until the end.
Amanda @ Beautiful Bookish Butterflies
I’ve heard nothing but positive things about this book and I can see why, it sounds great and clearly delivers! I might try and keep an eye out for it, and the author, myself. Great review Amy! 🙂
Amy
It seems that a lot of people really love this book. It’s such a well told story that really makes you feel for the characters.
Nick @ Nick's Book Blog
I’m so happy you liked this one, Amy! This book was so touching and I loved the characters even though like you said, they tended to do irritating things. I loved the romance too.
Lovely review!
Amy
The romance was so great. I love that it was complicated because it made it realistic. Both of them had so many issues that it wouldn’t have worked had it been simple.
Melissa's Eclectic Bookshelf
This seems to be the “It” book lately. Glad it lived yup to the hype!
Amy
I met this author at an event for her previous book and she didn’t say much about this one as it was in the works, but I had been looking forward to it since then.
Courtney @ Storybook Slayers
Cannot wait to read this one. Great review!
Amy
I hope that you enjoy it. It really is a wonderful story.
Quinn @ Quinn's Book Nook
I just read this this weekend and loved it! I loved Josh and Sky (although I wasn’t sure if I was going to love either of them first). I didn’t read it in one day, but I read most of it one day, and the rest early the next morning. Such a good book. I want to read Demetrios’s other book, too.
Amy
It’s so funny how the characters didn’t seem like ones that I would like at first either, but I ended up loving them. It’s awesome when you read a book that you just don’t want to put down. Her other book is really fantastic too. I loved that one as well.
Kimmy
I’ve only heard good things about this one! My book club is reading it soon, and even though I’m not always a huge fan of contemporary YA, the positive comments I keep hearing about this book have me looking forward to reading it!
Amy
I hope that even though it’s not a typical genre for you, that you enjoy it. It’s a touching story.
Bee
Great Review! I reviewed this one recently too, and aside from a few small problems I had with it, I loved it too! <3 Bee @ Bee Reads Books
Amy
I’m am loving all of the positive comments about this book. Like you said, it had a few problems, but in general it was really great!
Nova @ Out of Time
I so agree with this review! I recently just read this and I felt almost exactly the same way.
I so wanted for everything to be alright and I really enjoyed how it ended. I actually connected to Josh more than Skylar but I LOVED this book!
Amy
Josh was a bit easier to connect with. I really felt for him. My heart was so broken for him. Both of them were great characters, but I did like Josh a bit better.
Benish
YAY, I’m happy to hear that you loved it as well. It is a great book, nothing but praise for this one! Lovely review
Amy
It seems that there is a lot of book love for this. I really enjoy this author and can’t wait to see what she writes next.
Ramona
I have yet to read an uncomplimentary review of this one, which only makes me read it faster 🙂 It’s at the top of my pile anyway. A comprehensive review – I love the fluidity of your thoughts. Great!
Amy
I hope that you enjoy it when you get to it. Sounds like you are almost there. 🙂
Sarah Nicolas
I need to check this one out. I love the cover!!
Amy
The cover fits the story perfectly.
Missie
Man, I need to read this book so badly, I have never read a bad review on this one!
Missie @ A Flurry of Ponderings
Amy
I am always up for book that give me the feels and this was one of them. I hope that you get to read it soon.
Jessica Mennie
This sounds great, and I love the cover! I’ve just added it to my good reads account. Thanks for sharing.
Jess X
http://chasinglifeandme.blogspot.co.uk/
Amy
I hope that you get to read it soon and you enjoy it.